Monday, August 29, 2005

Time waiting for no man...

Time passed fast (seem like every movie-part 2 always use this as opening :p )

Already 2 weeks no log in to this blog and no post any new msg here...just because of thinking to change, using chinses word for this blog...just because of this..wait, wait, and wait till now...even the chinese installer also havent buy yet...haha

That's is human ,i always told myself...just because of thinking of to change, to get better...then keep waiting...then, after u think it should not be ...u just realise how many u has been lost...

In the office, with a not very feeling well body...an da very blue monday mood...drop an "english" msg, just to show im not want to wait anymore...for this blog, for someone...

no more..

Friday, August 19, 2005

1 week anniversary~

My blog already 1 week "old" d..yeah~time passed so fast...1 week,actually no much time to write the "daily report' to here...will long in and start typing also just because wanna voice out (complain) something...hehe

1 week d,my life no much changes(same as after 9 mths, it still so importent to me...) besides my grey hair keep growing :(

last few day, when chatting with a friend, i promise he that if after 1 week (as a dateline for "hidding" this blog) if really no ppl "discover" this blog,then me need to "publish" to others....haha...Now maybe is time to do it gua :D haha...

Later need rush back to melaka again...all my coll asking me why keep going back?aiks..me also cant answer it...maybe miss the friend,maybe miss the melaka food...but the one i really miss is the lovely campus life...really wish to back study soon...

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Stressful life?!?

At a not more than 10 ppl office...facing more than 70 empty seats...(others go where,i dont know and need not to know...)

Monday pan pacific hotel buffet lunch,today "after filling" lunch...lunch with boss really not taste good..maybe is because of the food?but i think maybe is the mood....

Yesterday just join a new coll...a gal with a 1 yr working experience...but today,suddently she hand up the resign letter...reason is "your company environment is too stressful!"
When i heard that,i get surprise and start thinking: stressful?am i?

Working life is no life, this is my senior told me...monday wait for friday, begining month wait for end month, wait for holiday, wait for mid-year for bonus, wait for get promote...wait, wait, wait...life is waiting, it so true~

Then after lunch, knew my classmate will get "fire" soon...a 1st class student, "recomment" by our head of faculty student, no need to interview, no need to hand in resume then can come in d ppl..now the manager ask he no need come and wont sign his reort again..is because of attitude?because of EQ? i dont know... and he also dont know(maybe?)

Now starting "realise" how stress in this company...so called "international company" is so hard to survives here... : u're the lucky one! many ppl told me..i wish so... and hope this luck can follow me till then end of the training... :D

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Usage of "blog"?

Same place, same mood...(the mood get worst after lunch)

Tangkap ikan for awhile,suddently something pop out from my mind..."what is the usage of online blog?" erm...after viewing other friends' blog,i realise that "the something" inside that blog, not just a daily report la or summary of weekly activities lar...

Then i start thinking, is everyone scare of telling others their own feelings? or those feelings only can hide for themself and "too shy" to show out?Nowadays, everyone hide their true face behind, true and fault already have no answer...Maybe (i said maybe)...just follow u feeling and do what u can...(rather than what's right!) will make life more easier...

:Love the one u trusted and trust the one u loved :D

Friday, August 12, 2005

My 1st post...

On a very boring morning...at a very boring office(and infront the boss..hehe)...after the filling date for corporate tax...

I suddently found this cute blog and wanna drop something about me here...maybe is because too boring?maybe is because want share something with u all?maybe...Just hope this cuties blog can bring my "training life" more intereting...hopefully...haha...

Anyways,tmr will be better...u dont think so? :D